Saturday, February 8, 2014

Feb. 8th 2014

Feb. 8 2014

We are on vacation and sometimes it's harder to write every morning. But....I always think of God anyway because after 38 days of writing, I have a momentum on thinking about God. I also didn't get a very goods night sleep because my sweetie was tossing and turning all night. I get grumpy if I don't get my beauty sleep!!
The good news is that I am more aware of my grumpiness, notice it sooner and change my attitude. It's ok to know that you are grumpy and why you are but I can choose not to stay grumpy.

Dear God,

Please help me to be aware of my emotions and thoughts that are not in alignment with your will, consciousness and actions. I just want to know my true divine reality and what I came here to accomplish and fulfill. I know that is what will make me truly happy. I haven't been happy doing my current job and even though your will for me may take me in a different direction, I think I am ready to do the job I came here to do. So much has changed just in these 38 days that I can't even imagine what my life will be like after a whole year!! Thank you!!

Not my will but thine be done. I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. May we all find that peace and love in our hearts. Amen.

Friday, February 7, 2014

Feb. 7th 2014

Feb. 7 2014

Today I'm here sitting with Momma!!! It's always a joy!. Then Kaila called and then Sarah called.  It is a very good day. God works in such a wonderful way that you can't even begin to imagine.

Dear God,

Thank you for this wonderful time talking with both my daughters. I am so grateful and happy that things are going so well for my children as best that they can. Help me to support my children without interfering with their lives and their choices and please give me to give them divine guidance is asked for my advice.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world according to God's Holy will. Amen.

Feb. 6th 2014

Feb. 6 2014

We got up at 3:30am  to catch a flight to see my mom. I didn't have time to write because we had some travel delays and didn't get in till 11:30pm when we were supposed to get in at 2pm. Sometimes it's the way things go. If things didn't go the way I wanted them to, I sometimes get upset. This time I said a prayer and I just stayed calm enough though I was extremely tired and my sweetie was a bit abrasive.

Dear God,

Please protect our traveling and all who are traveling this day. Please guide me this day to be patient, kind and loving.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Amen.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Feb. 5th 2014

Feb. 5 2014

I am reminded today of the Buddha sitting under the Bodhi Tree in deep mediation while Mara is throwing huge boulders at him and he is not moved. He still is at peace. I'm not advocating being in harms way but the analogy is: if someone is pushing your buttons, the button doesn't have to depress and turn on!!! Be the Buddha. We always have a choice. I know, easier said than done BUT I noticed today after a boulder was being hurled, even though my body still tensed, I stayed as calm as I could only by noticing and being aware of what was happening and making a choice NOT TO REACT. That's the first step for me.

Dear God,

Please give me the awareness to stay calm in the middle of my buttons being pushed. Help me to not react and to see and know the real truth and act out of divine love, wisdom and direction. Help me to help myself so that I may be an example for others and bring more harmony and peace to this world.
I ask all this in accordance to your Divine Will for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Amen.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Feb. 4th 2014

Feb. 4 2014

This morning I got to help a friend with a friend. Humans and plants. Aren't we all one?
Let me explain. A dear friend called asking me what she could do for her grandchilds cough. I didn't know and said I would get back to her. The divine guided me to Palo Santo, an essential oil from Ecuador which has a rich history of healing including respiratory illness's and can work quickly with small children. The holy people of Ecuador say that it is an oil of the Holy Spirit and a great protector.

We are all interconnected. Aren't we all made from the same stuff? Someone please define stuff but I think you know what I mean.

Dear God,

Thank you for allowing me to help my friend and her grandchild. I am so humbled by your wisdom, direction and love so that we may all help each other become more of who we really are. Please help my sweetheart heal from his stomach/intestinal problems or show him and myself what is causing those problems. Please heal any physical, emotional, mental or spiritual issues within myself that are causing me to not fully manifest my own Christhood.

I ask all this in accordance to your Holy Will for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Amen.

Monday, February 3, 2014

Feb. 3rd 2014

Feb. 3 2014

Someone was mentioning that power without love could end up in abuse, criticism, condemnation, bullying etc. and love without power could lead to victimization, smothering, etc. The thought came to me that there are never just two points, there are always at least three.

The missing point: wisdom. With wisdom you have the balance to the other two points and vice a versa. Without  wisdom (knowing the right thing to do), you won't be able to have the direction and discipline(power)  to have the courage to act (LBchild)  out of  Divine Love (Holy Spirit/divine inspiration).

Dear God,

Please remind me to ask for Divine wisdom in every situation I encounter and for everything that I do in my life. Please give me God direction and the discipline to act. Give my courage to do the right thing and the inspiration to comfort each soul.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Not my will but thine be done. Amen

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Feb. 1st 2014

Feb. 1st 2014

Oops...I missed a day. Is it just a coincidence that it was a harder day? maybe. Today is a breath of fresh air!!! 40 elk up on the hill, massaged my sweetheart and I feel like I am on top of the world! I feel so alive today!!! LOL could be the natural thyroid pills I took!!! :)


Dear God,

Make every day a day to rejoice in my heart, to be grateful for the smallest and the largest thing. Every day is a gift that I can receive and give. Your joy lifts me up and I am so grateful for this time, this property and my life. I have had to learn to receive to give again. I wasn't happy and until I asked for you to be back in my heart, how could I give, when I had nothing to give but sadness.

Thank you for my joy, my happiness, my gratitude. Thank you for you!!!

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Not my will but thine be done. Amen.