Sunday, March 23, 2014

March 23 2014

Good day world. What do you want me to know today? Peace and inner stillness. Solar Plexus. Remember to drop your breath down to your belly when you get excited and it will calm your energies. Then it will be easier for you to access the TRUTH.

Beatitudes: 8 blessings, 8 chakras?

"Blessed are the poor in spirit,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth.

Blessed are they who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
for they shall be satisfied.

Blessed are the merciful,
for they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are the pure of heart,
for they shall see God.

Blessed are the peacemakers,
for they shall be called children of God.

Blessed are they who are persecuted for the sake of righteousness,
for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."


Dear God,

Bless myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Help everyone go within and find that inner stillness and peace that they may hear the TRUTH from their higher self. May all suffering end and show us all how to end our own personal and planetary suffering through the wisdom, love and power of all that is. I ask all this according to your Holy Will. Amen.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

March 22 2014

Been way too long to connect with my higher self but I am working on doing that daily. Little decisions, big decisions, trusting my path for the day. It's easier to do by myself than with another person, so I treasure the quiet times alone. But...spring/summer is coming and I can go outside to commune with nature and be still and peaceful and commune there as part of my daily ritual, opening my heart to God and all that he/she has provided for us on this planet.

Dear God,

I am yours, guide my life to your holy will so that I may fulfill my divine plan. Make me whole in every aspect, physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually. Guide this earth to her wholeness as well so that we may all become a true community of hearts to live in harmony with each other and Mother Earth. That we will all be guided spiritually to do the right thing. I ask all this in accordance to God's Holy Will for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Amen

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

March 5 2014

March 5 2014

When my sweetheart raises his voice and goes on what I call a tangent, how do I stay in centered and calm so I can access divinity and the right answer and not be unseated emotionally? This is a challenge for me. My body got all tense, my heart started to close down, I feel like a little child getting punished, (dad issues) and I just want the tirade to stop. Boundaries, yes. Maybe I need to say, If you want to talk to me about this issue, we need to talk about it without getting so emotional so we can resolve the problem like two adults.

I know that the deeper issue was about money and maybe I needed to acknowledge his fears, name them so that he felt heard. I just FROZE!!!

Dear God,

Please help me attain that balance, grace, and protection so that I can be directed by divinity. Please help me see why I am becoming so emotional so that I may be able to release that pattern, resolve it and continue working toward my souls highest good and truth. You used to use your emotions as a tool to get your own way because you didn't want to admit the real truth. You are handling these things better than you used to. You admitted the truth the next day to the person who was venting. Keep on keeping on and remember you are never alone. I will get a plan of action, a mantra, call for help, breathe slower, etc. so that I can remain calm and access the divine. We are here for you, ask for our love and wisdom in the next circumstance and we will download it to you. We want your souls highest truth to be know to you and others. We are your champion. Me is loved, me is lover, me loves.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world according to God's Holy Will. Amen.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

March 4 2014

March 4 2014

The best laid plans....change!! How do you deal with change? Sometimes I deal with it graciously and sometimes not. I am really trying to look at the mystery behind the sometimes not. Why am I having a certain reaction to this particular circumstance. I realize that only I can take responsibility for becoming a more "whole" person.

I center in my heart and ask God/my higher self/the universe to find the answers.

Yesterday's experience brought all of this up. (See purple notebook for SF)

Dear God,

Please help me to see when I am not in right thought, right action, right love. Dear mother omega, show your wisdom, the real truth behind my reactions that so that I may heal myself and others.
I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world according to God's Holy Will. Amen.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

March 2 2014

March 2 2014

I know, I haven't written for almost a month. I could beat myself up for it, just quit or just continue on with this. Pick myself up by my bootstraps and move forward. The later seemed like the best option.

The moral of the story: If you go two steps backwards, never give up. So maybe I need more self discipline, better boundaries. Loving Father. And maybe this needed to happen to realize that no one is perfect and if I give up or discontinue this because I want it to be perfect (making an entry everyday) then it's a good thing. What is the mystery behind the outer circumstance?

What is the truth behind it all?

Dear God,

When I am in circumstances that upset me, please help me not to blame the other person, help me to see the truth behind the circumstances so that I may act from Loving Father, Loving Mother, Loved Boychild or Loved Girlchild. Help me to be the Christ consciousness in all I do and help me to fulfill my divine purpose.

Guide my every thought and action according to your Holy will and I ask this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends and all whom I come in contact with today. Amen.

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Feb. 8th 2014

Feb. 8 2014

We are on vacation and sometimes it's harder to write every morning. But....I always think of God anyway because after 38 days of writing, I have a momentum on thinking about God. I also didn't get a very goods night sleep because my sweetie was tossing and turning all night. I get grumpy if I don't get my beauty sleep!!
The good news is that I am more aware of my grumpiness, notice it sooner and change my attitude. It's ok to know that you are grumpy and why you are but I can choose not to stay grumpy.

Dear God,

Please help me to be aware of my emotions and thoughts that are not in alignment with your will, consciousness and actions. I just want to know my true divine reality and what I came here to accomplish and fulfill. I know that is what will make me truly happy. I haven't been happy doing my current job and even though your will for me may take me in a different direction, I think I am ready to do the job I came here to do. So much has changed just in these 38 days that I can't even imagine what my life will be like after a whole year!! Thank you!!

Not my will but thine be done. I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. May we all find that peace and love in our hearts. Amen.

Friday, February 7, 2014

Feb. 7th 2014

Feb. 7 2014

Today I'm here sitting with Momma!!! It's always a joy!. Then Kaila called and then Sarah called.  It is a very good day. God works in such a wonderful way that you can't even begin to imagine.

Dear God,

Thank you for this wonderful time talking with both my daughters. I am so grateful and happy that things are going so well for my children as best that they can. Help me to support my children without interfering with their lives and their choices and please give me to give them divine guidance is asked for my advice.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world according to God's Holy will. Amen.