Jan. 14th 2014

Jan. 14th 2014

Self discipline...oh how easy it is to slip on that banana peel and stay down for the count. I woke up feeling a bit down again and feeling like my life isn't my own. I think I have always followed my boyfriend instead of following my own heart and desires. I need to integrate both, yet at this time in my life, I really need to have the self discipline to do what I need to do each day. Currently that is writing this blog everyday, just saying no to sugar (90 percent of the time), 20 minutes minimum of exercise and that's a great start!!!
And:
You know what you must do-Take the bull by the horns.
I have been whining and complaining when I need to be setting my sites on the goal. The gold ring of victory. I need to put on my matadors cape and tame the beast.
Remember our love always soothes the savage beast within. Embrace our love and you will be able to gently lead the bull around like a pet.
My love will turn him into Ferdinand!!!

Dear God,

Life is a peach or the pit....I'm tired of gnawing on the pit. No nourishment there!! The peach is sweet and juicy, just like having you in my life. I ask for the strength to continue to carry on with your directions, wherever that may lead. Please strengthen my resolve, physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually that I may follow you in faith and love.

I ask all this in accordance to your holy will for myself, my boyfriend, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Amen.