Jan. 21 2014

Jan. 21 2014

I had a gallbladder attack last night and they are becoming more frequent. I have been fortunate to have avoided surgery for over 30 years. Fear gripped me this morning and I kept wondering what I could do to help myself get better. It was a gripping fear, fear of surgery, fear of what I will be able to eat after surgery, fear of not getting the surgery and having to have an emergency surgery.  Oh Boy....then all of a sudden I remembered....GOD!! Ask God to take my fear and direct me. It took me a couple of minutes after being in the throws of my own whirlpool but I did start to calm down.

Dear God,

Thank you!! Help me to not be afraid of past, present or future. If I am afraid, I can not access divinity and the wisdom for that moment. Please help me to be peaceful and calm and in any situation so that I may access the infinite wisdom of the divine and know what I need to do, say or act. Sometimes that may be nothing.

I ask all this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Not my will but thine be done. Amen.