Jan. 8th 2014

I never know what I will be writing until I do. I woke up not feeling so well today and I think I may be getting a cold. So I bumped up the Vit D, zinc, and C. Diffusing some essential oils and staying away from sugar, bread and drinking lots of water and hot herbal tea. ( No I'm not a saint!) There always seems to be something that will try to take you away from your focus of positive change.

I have never been a good one to stick to my personal goals so I'm really trying to embrace healthy in my spiritual, emotional, mental and physical arena. I decided to start with improving the spiritual aspect of my life first, though I am working on all 4 areas simultaneously. Did I take on too much?

So my health seems to crop up at the moment as the boyfriend situation seems to be on an even keel at the moment but you know those oceans when you are sailing a ship...you will run into another storm!! I plan on weathering them all to the sunny side. It is a journey after all.

Dear God,

Today I don't feel up to par. Maybe you are telling me to slow down a bit, I'm not sure. Ty for helping me stay focused on what is important and my goals. It was hard to tell my boyfriend that I need to start my day after speaking with him and that I will call him in a couple of hours. Please give him the understanding and patience. Help him not feel unloved and help him to begin his own disciplined routine. I feel better when I have goals so please God help me be strong and keep them going.
Please show me what I need to do to help prevent or at least to shorten this cold/flu/virus.

What is my goal? If you purify your body, soul and mind you will know more of me. Aye, Aye Captain! We can all become the purified vessel that divinity can pour love and light in and through and around us. And then....You will have a smile in your heart and I will have a smile in mine.

Thank you thank you thank you. Not my will but thine be done. I ask for a healing for myself, my boyfriend, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with this day and the whole world.
Amen.