Jan. 16th 2014

Jan. 16 2014

Today I woke up and my sweetie put the kettle on for my tea.  I was actually going to make a different tea which I needed to boil in a separate pot but instead I thought:
I am going to honor his gesture  and with LOVE in my heart, I smiled.
Why is today different then all those other days that he has whistled my teapot? because this is the first time in a long time, that I have been able to open my heart to him after his infidelities.

Dear God,

You know that I decided to open my heart again, no matter what the outcome with my sweetie. Thank you for this small gesture today. My life with my sweetie is better since I have a new outlook on my situation. Does this mean he won't cheat again....of course not. But maybe if my heart heals, so will his.

Thank you!!! I ask for the healing of all hearts that have been broken, that you will put a little sunshine in their hearts and know that they are loved, always. I ask for this for myself, my sweetheart, my family, my friends, all whom I come in contact with today and the whole world. Not my will but yours be done. Amen.